Spinning Blue Circle and Rue Menard


SPINNING BLUE CIRCLE

In memory of my mother

A craving for meaning bled from your eyes,

but the zero and one of life and death

were temporarily stuck in between.

At the sour grey end of this afternoon

you lived in a distant dimension,

holidaying on another planet

where you lost your money and passport

and waited for a lift from an angel,

a god or something in a spaceship.

Could you sense it about to arrive,

that force we cannot conceive or suspect

but which we all must get acquainted with,

a rainstorm hanging in the air that says:

I am you now, I am unknowable.

RUE MENARD

For Claudia

The machine mocks us all, the giggle

of aliens from the dark, but remember

the white plastic bag you wore as a hat

in the rain with our broken umbrella:

an AI could write that scene better, perhaps,

by searching the internet for background,

but it could never truly be there

like I was with you that autumn day

with Paris glistening and you laughing

in the rain with our broken umbrella.

Published in The Antigonish Review