Regret and Obelisks


REGRET

Counting broken windows in a ruined city

where hopes are corpses with outstretched hands.

Strong arms holding your head under water

until you accept mortality’s truth.

Even smiles are doomed to atrocity:

sunlight gleaming on a murderer’s shoulder.

You will never sleep again; dreams are censored

and you will never remember who shared them.

A vast wasteland without signposts,

a symphony of denunciation.

OBELISKS

All the pills you’ve taken form an avenue,

a row of neurotransmitting megaliths

towering over you as you crouch,

a tiny atlas, under their weight.

Inside their hard, shiny surfaces

lie other lives waiting to be freed,

but you will never have the chisel;

the rounded end of each is an egg

with fear inside pecking at the shell

to reveal a penetrating eye.

Then it’s time again to grasp on tight

to another dissolving zeppelin,

soaring and diving in drone vision until

gravitational collapse

punches a vortex

that swallows self, world and everything.

Published in Osmosis