Slave, Art Imitating Life, Vase


SLAVE

I was not born to this, but time has done its work.

On the first day all those years ago, I smashed

my head against the wall like the Spartan boy

choosing death over servitude.

But walls soften over time, and the life

I fought against has become

a barrier against the freedom

I could no longer stand.

My chains aren’t metal but fear; to leave

would be easy, but to go with my shrunken

self now unthinkable. So I stay,

gripping the icy morning razor

only to shave the master, not to usurp him.

We are not born to be, but to become.

ART IMITATING LIFE IMITATING ART

We snatched our moments together

like pages torn from an album,

laughing at each other behind frowning masks

and wondering who’s watching who in the mirror.

You spoke truth and I yelled nonsense

and then we swapped around;

you answered the questions you wanted to hear

and I asked the ones that you didn’t;

the wings of a bright noisy bird

flying in ever-decreasing circles.

A VASE FULL OF EYES

Feathers from my grandmother’s peacocks

stood on a vase in the sitting room,

watching us with their hundreds of eyes

while they whispered to each other

in silent colourful signs

full of secret meanings and plans.

I was sure that when the door was closed

they flew around like butterflies,

giggling and twittering as they went,

but when I tried to catch them at it

the feathers always dropped in the vase

just in time and stared back mutely at me.

Published in Shot Glass Journal